What now.

When I blog. I normally would either be happy, bored or pissed off.

Right now, I'm pissed off.

I'm not gonna write a hate post or babble about the person that I'm pissed off with because it'll bring me nowhere. It sucks being away. Away from home, family, boyfriend & friends. oh wait, and LIFE. It sucks. I don't wanna lose any of those.

But it's hard. Its hard to stay patient and keep saying yes to everything. Its hard to take all the crap that's been thrown at you all the time. Its hard to keep updated with the people there.

My teacher once told me in class ;

Love is unconditional.

therefore, there shouldn't be any condition when you love someone.
When you love someone, the person that you love can't be forced to love you back.
You'd be super lucky if you're loved back. That is, when a girl and a guy falls in love (in my case, that is).

When you first fall in love its all sunshine & rainbows.
and sometimes it turns dark & cloudy. (the part i hate most)

In a relationship, you gotta have trust, you gotta have faith.
Faith is when you believe, without proof. You don't need proof, to have faith in something/someone.

But how do you trust & have faith when they break promises? when they betray you? when they do things behind your back? You trusted them so dearly, and shit happens.

How do you actually regain back those trust?
It isn't easy. It takes two to work out a relationship. It takes time. It takes a lot of effort. It's a must to understand one another. The two of them must compromise. Must give and take.

I seriously second this quote,

"You don't know what you've got, til it's gone."


so, what now?